The Totman's

Tuesday, April 10, 2012

Jumping girls!

Dan used to love jumping on his bouncey ball growing up so his parents got one for Bethany for Easter! Tonight both girls enjoying jumping together :)

Last weekend we got the call from my dad that Grandpa wasn't doing very well and that if we wanted to say our goodbye's that we might want to go to Kerkhoven that Sunday (April 1st). During the night he passed away. April is up at night a lot still and I had woken up to feed her and started praying. I remember thinking that if Grandpa was ready to go home, that it was ok and that while we would miss him it might be his time.

Amber and I still went on Sunday to be there for Grandma, dad and to see family. We looked at old pictures, spent some time in their house and attic and remembered all the good times with Grandpa. Growing up in Kerkhoven we had so many memories going to grandma and grandpa's house. I remember going on our bikes over there, we planted veggies in their garden, picked raspberries, I mowed their lawn, Amber and I had countless games of hide-and-seek, we played games, spent lots of time at the cabin, and always had a good time no matter what we did. Grandpa was the President of the bank before my dad was and when I went into banking it was fun to talk "business" with him.

The reviewal and funeral were hard.... but so many people came to pay their respects and shared their memories that it was a wonderful way to remember what an amazing man of God he was. He and grandma would do their devotions together every day and pray for all of us by name (sometimes I thought it got so long when we were there growing up, but I knew they did it every day). He had a great sense of humor and I can still remember the twinkle in his eye and his jokes he would play on us.

On Sunday when I was talking to Bethany about how great-grandpa hadn't been feeling good and explained that he was in heaven now with Jesus. A little while later she said "I'm so happy that great-grandpa is feeling better and is with Jesus now, aren't you mommy?" Yes, Bethany, mommy is so happy that Grandpa is with Jesus now. It was so amazing to see from her eyes and realize that everything she knew about Jesus was wonderful and that if great-grandpa was feeling better and got to be with Him, wasn't that great?

As the week came to a close and all the services were over, I started thinking about the song:
‎"I want to leave a legacy
How will they remember me?
Did I choose to love? Did I point to You enough
To make a mark on things?
I want to leave an offering ...
A child of mercy and grace who
blessed your name unapologetically
And leave that kind of legacy".

Grandpa's celebration of life was FILLED with stories of his legacy. I was so blessed to call him grandpa and watch him live his life consistently for the Lord. Thank you, Grandpa, and may those of us following in your example continue to carry the torch

Easter 2012

Jumping girls

Coloring our eggs

Love the new shades - thanks mormor and morfar!

April met Mormormor and Mormorfar for the first time

April found her egg!

Easter 2012 was at our house. Because my grandpa passed away, my mom and dad were home from the funeral so they came for lunch before bringing my mom back to the airport. My mormomor and mormorfar were also in town so they joined us along with Aunt Lynette. Dan's parents, Amber, Brent, Charlie and Bella also came so we had a fun filled day.

It was a little breezy, but the kids had fun running around outside looking for the Easter eggs that Brent tossed onto the lawn. I think in future years we may actually have to hide them but this year the 2 year olds just ran around!

Bethany had heard about the Easter bunny so all week we had been talking about the real reason for Easter. She now tells a really long story starting with Jesus being born, walking on the water, the fact that sometimes people do naughty things and need time-outs (we sin which is why Jesus had to die), then 3 days later He was ALIVE!

It was so fun to see everyone at Easter, thank you fo coming!

Sunday, March 25, 2012

Bethany and Daddy go to the Twolves game

Happy half birthday April!

I'm such a good sitter and think sister Bethany is fun to smile at!

April's 6 month stats:

Height: 26 1/2 inches (75%)

Weight: 16 lbs 13 oz (70%)

Head: 43 cm (70%)

We love you so much April and can't believe it was your half birthday last week! Your personality is really started to come through... most of the time you are laid back but sometimes you let your voice be heard - literally! Your teacher calls it singing, but it sounds more like yelling to everyone else :) Usually it starts off innocently enough where you are just trying to talk and maybe get attention, and then slowly you get louder and louder! You are doing so well at sitting up on your own and reach a lot for your toys. On your tummy you do long stretches of time and even move a little ways if you are trying to get to something you want to play with. Textures are still very interesting to you and all things go into your mouth! Besides rice cereal we are starting some veggies and despite the initial shock and shudder of the new taste you keep your little mouth open for more every time. You look like a little bird and your little yelling along with it is quite humerous.

You love Bethany so much and are so entertained by her. We all get smiles but you laugh and laugh at Bethany. You are a people person and if mommy is holding you everything is ok. You can hang out with me walking around and watching Bethany all day I think!

I have a picture of me when I was a baby looking at my mobile so I tried to get one of April doing the same thing.